20/06/21am – Manah-shiksha, 9th sloka (English translation) – Mathura

-Raganuga-sadhaka by doing bhajan enters into svabhista bhava mayi sadhan
-Srila Raghunatha das Goswami expresses madiyatva bhava towards Srimati Radhika.
-Baddha jiva’s ahankar & Lila of Krishna with Barbarik & Pandavas.
-Ahangata & mamata in the transcendental world.
-This material world is a perverted reflection of the transcendental world.
-About gheeta sneha & madhu sneha.
-Description of Krishna’s beauty after returning from cow herding in Kesava ashtakam.
-Lalita devi is best among sakhis & very talkative & orders everyone.
-Lila of Krishna trying to tease Srimati Radhika & runs away due to Lalita devi’s fear.
-By indications Krishna shows where they will meet.
-While Radhika with Her sakhis decorates Kunja , Chandravali with her sakhi Padma tricks Krishna to come to their kunja.
-Srimati Radhika thinks something bad happened to Krishna.
-Rati Manjari bringing Krishna out of Chandravali’s sakhi-sthali.
-Srimati Radhika’s durjaya-mana & Krishna asking for forgiveness in humility.
-Lalita devi orders Srimati Radhika not to forgive Him.
-By Govinda darshan Srimati Radhika forgets & forgives Him.
-Krishna is falling at sakhis’ feet asking for forgiveness.
-Srimati Radhika not giving up mana
-Srimati Radhika asking sakhis why did you allow Krishna to go away