14 Dec 2020 – Srila Gurudev Remembers His Gurudev (Srila BV Narayana Maharaja) (English translation) – Mathura, India

– Remembrances of the life with Srila Narayana Gosvami Maharaja in Keshavaji Gaudiya Math in Mathura;- First meeting with Srila Narayana Gosvami Maharaja in Nabadwip;- Srila Vamana Maharaja only held my japa mala on his head, and I cried;- Srila Vamana Maharaja had so much honor and respect for Srila Narayana Maharaja: “he is my guardian”;- Svakiya and parakiya sisya/disciple;- OBS: Gurudev cries;- Srila Narayana Maharaja is a thief of hearts;- How I got to know about the disappearance of Gurudev (I did not want to, but he had told me to go preach);- I used to get special sabjis for him that he used to like;- He would wait for me to begin the harikatha (once he told me);- Taking the food remnants of Gurudeva;- When I was punished by him for delaying the parikrama even though I was already a sannyasi (chastisement means mercy);- We used to go for parikrama by tractor (listening very high and confidential lilas and eating whatever vrajavasais used to give us);- How hard it was in Mathura Math at that time: very little money, very little food etc;- Story of fighting with the cow for the cabbage;- “I’ve always liked roasted potato”;- Glories of Premananda Prabhu;- We had to massage and to fan Gurudeva;- Srila Narayana Maharaja told: “What I am giving to you, after I go, no one will ever give”;- Slokas 1 and 104 of Krsna Karnamrtam are so special;- Vilapa kusumanjali and the sloka of guru pranama mantra;- Lila of Srila Narayana Gosvami Maharaja asking to a high class sadhu about his spiritual form as Ramana manjari;- Siddha pranali (first realize yourself).